who knows.....

ive been with tim for three months.
sometimes i worry im not a good gf.
i know people have and always tell me i would/have made a good gf.
but what if im a bad gf to him...
oh well i try...its alittle hard now cuz the distance.
& its my fault.


my car went 95mph and i didnt even realize...i could have lost my license AGAIN. uggg stoopid sarah! cuz a boy cut me off i had to pass him....didnt realize my car did 95 i looked down and got spooked....like SHIT.

i wanted to write about how cool that experience was but tim is on my mind because i need love. i hate being in this little middle ground. in a relationship...yet doesnt feel like it-thank you distance....cant flirt or hookup when i go out cuz im not single.

i wish i felt like either...i was in a relationship or that i felt single. I dont want to be single tho....